I'm not okay, I feel like something's missing. But I will be okay. Just give it time and in the meantime if I zone out with a sad look just give me a minute to remember.
I have forgotten bits of Caitlin since her death. She's still in my heart but I can't hear her voice so clearly or see her face with quite such clarity. I don't ever want to forget though. I don't want to forget the wonderful friends who have touched my life, however long.
All my love to you guys.